I'm hurting because of him, but I think he's stringing me along, but I also don't want to cut him off or just never reply him again

2022.01.17 15:42 sorry4tthrowaway I'm hurting because of him, but I think he's stringing me along, but I also don't want to cut him off or just never reply him again

At the beggining of last year I started talking to this guy. Pandemic was still bad so we never made plans to actually meet, but we kept talking, almost every day. (He invitede me for a trip, actually, but I had just started talking to him and wasn't feeling too confident about covid)
In December I invited him last minute for an event and then we actually met in person, he has funny, charming and didn't seem repulsed by me or anything, then we went out to eat and we shared an Uber.
I had a crush on him by then but meeting him was too much. I'm now crazy for the guy. I try to keep chatting other guys but they're not him. I had tickets to a movie three days after we first met and invited him, but he declined.
A few weeks after I made a joke of taking him out for ice cream but he either didn't understand or just chose to ignore it. So we still didn't see each other again.
Sometimes he goes missing and stops replying. Most times I keep quiet because people get busy or just don't feel like talking and just wait a few days or a week or so and he gets back. But he went missing at the end of last year and I thought he would send me a happy christmas or a happy new year and just never did and I don't know why I was so bummed about it.
So I did a combo of bad decisions: I went out (and made out) with another guy thinking it would be fine but talking to this other guy I just missed the first one more. And then I waited a few days more, and basically wrote a text saying that I had a crush on him and that I knew I had no right to ask anything of him but that he could tell me if he didn't want talk to me anymore and I'd understand because it feels awful waiting or if he wanted to try this in any way.
Basically he replied and said he never got a notification (but he's on instagram all the time, he couldn't have missed it), but he said he was sorry, that I wasn't being unfair, that we got close, that he knows I have some kind of feelings for him (and I said he didn't need to say sorry). He said he didn't "feel" any special feelings for me when we met.
He also said that he has some sort of crush on a guy at his work who he has nothing in common with (his words), that they flirted on a trip (but nothing happened and the guy took it back because he's afraid to come out) and that he likes me, but he thinks it's as a friend.
I read that and took a while to reply and I said I would love to have him as a friend, and then a few days after I basically took everything back, and said I confused things, that I was just lonely and thought I had feelings for him and that I could have them eventually but that I had just met him once.
And that seemed right at the moment, but I'm trying to at least put some distance and not be at my phone just waiting for his replies (we are talking about something else, that was a few days ago) and stories but it's like it's hurting. I just want to reply to him immediately and then wait some hours or days for his reply.
I don't want to be an asshole to a nice guy and just never reply him, but I don't think I could tell him to not talk to me again. I would like to think he would care if I just blocked him on instagram, but part of me feels he wouldn't.
Am I being crazy? What would you do?
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2022.01.17 15:42 SnooChickens3823 Doen

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2022.01.17 15:42 pashotboshot Did J. Edgar Hoover Order the Assassination of Martin Luther King Jr?

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2022.01.17 15:42 spiritedghosti The Result of Naiad (me) vs SWF Team 3 Doctors and an Ento (don't worry guys, they were "jUsT jOkInG")

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2022.01.17 15:42 AStat921 Scotties are just adorable in the puppy phase.

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2022.01.17 15:42 lunariaflora soda's pre-game league strategy

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2022.01.17 15:42 hentainoy Can you play your second term as president if you get voted into office again if no will there be dlc or an update for it?

Im curently in my first play throu could someone tell me?
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2022.01.17 15:42 NightCupcake Recommend me stupid cheesy super robot anime with tons of obvious reused animation

Examples of the kind of thing I'm looking for are G Gundam and GaoGaiGar. The reused animation part is optional though.
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2022.01.17 15:42 a2cthrawy Prepping for watching the Olympics — how exactly does the team event and its scoring work?

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2022.01.17 15:42 flatland-er Recommendations for outdoor house-work gloves?

I’m searching for a pair of quality gloves to use while I tackle all the usual outdoor household maintenance. Ideally, a pair that works well for all seasons. If not, suggestions for seasonal style work gloves. No pig skin (kinco). Thanks!!
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2022.01.17 15:42 guicveiga191105 NÃO CLIQUE AQUI, É SÉRIO

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2022.01.17 15:42 wuanlai65 Brand New Shiryo - Inu - DAPP based game & NFT’s in development! - Liquidity Lock - Launching Now on BSC

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2022.01.17 15:42 ssghost1 People automatically muting should not be allowed.

I understand that the game has a toxic side to it, but automuting only leads to even worse problems. In the last 4 days I have ran into 5 "terrible players" in my conquest games. Each game I would try and help them with whatever issue they had, but no response. Instead they just continued to play terribly and lose us the match. When I say terrible, I mean it. Yesterday I had 2 games in a row with the same person, both times he did not build items, at all. Not a single item. No matter how many times I asked him to build an item, no response. I then checked his game history, he has never built in item, in all the matches I could view, which was about 30. This person was level 80. That means for 80 levels he was throwing hundreds of people's matches. Just because he didn't want to deal with "toxic" people. I would chalk this up to just one guy, but this happens so often now. I load into a match, and I look to see my nu wa hasn't built a starter item, and instead rushed a rod of ascliplios, or however you spell it. I again tried to tell her, that she should probably not build rod, and even offered a build, but no response. And it just keeps happening, you see these people that do these bad plays, and you just can't help them. People that start purple as carry, and all the stuff like that. I understand why it's in the game, but it's times like this you just kinda feel frustrated. It seems to me that automatically muting has lead to a serious problem that should be looked at, what do you think a solution is?
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2022.01.17 15:42 W0lfua First Quad Roll….Lucky or Unlucky?

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2022.01.17 15:42 Sharper1718 Beyond excited to see Blu back on drag race 💙

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2022.01.17 15:42 saccharineboi How to find the cause(s) of increased RAM usage after a cold boot in my Linux laptop?

I've noticed my RAM usage after a cold boot has increased steadily over the past couple of weeks, going from 800 mb to 1.5 GB. I've not installed any additional software, nor have I enabled any new systemctl services. I'm using KDE on arch linux with the Zen kernel. I update my software almost every day.
Is there a nice tool to find out what might be causing the spike? Htop is nice but isn't really helpful. I don't mind working with low level stuff btw.
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2022.01.17 15:42 Karbairusa Decided to play tank fizz in aram...was fun! (not a fizz main btw)

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2022.01.17 15:42 theboywhodrewrats No correlation between what’s popular on social and what sells at gallery

Anybody else experience this? I think if you graphed which of my works get the most online likes and which sells the best, it might actually be closer to an inverse correlation.
This past year my Instagram kinda took off — I went from about 600 to about 3000 followers. I also started selling works at a couple local galleries, which has been going very well — I’ve sold 6 originals and a number of prints. Modest success in the grand scheme, but I’m proud of it.
Online, it’s my digital painting that gets by far the most attention. But I’ve barely moved any of my digital prints, despite them being really high quality and the least expensive thing I offer. My etchings get very little online attention, but sell quite well. And among my ink or ink and charcoal originals — which do ok online and made me the most money — there’s no pattern between which pictures sell and which get the likes.
This isn’t some big problem or anything, and I don’t know that I need to fix it, but it would be nice if my online presence could constitute market research, which at the moment it very much does not.
Anyone else had a similar experience? Did you determine the cause? Did you change anything?
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2022.01.17 15:42 Independent-Gur-4115 How can I make more friends in college

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